wat can i do???

i crying nw~
wat can i do nw?
wat can do?
wat i really wan?
wat sign did god had gv to me?
why i feel down nw?
why?
how?
lazy~
emo~
jus left hw many day ady?
work o study?
boyfren o fren?
u o me?
he o she?
love,study and job~
suffering!
no one noe me
no one can help me
no one no one~