sad!!

HEARTBROKEN!!bleeding..

朋友..我很心情很不好..好想大哭一场...好希望能够有个人静静得陪着我..只要静静地.....就够了.....

=ching=

serene'bufday!

count down 4 her

haha

left 10 days~

hehe

dun 4get ar..

ltr u all ll get..........

u all noe de la

haha

wa..so long no update blog le..u all 2..vr quiet o..hehe..hw r u all?..fine?..im fine la..bt holiday vr xian ar..dunoe wan doin wat..n dunoe wat im thinkin bout..lik vr luan jiang..hehe..

chris:im fine o..u r nt left out by us la..we also no always go out dy..n y jz v me say hie..wuwuwu~
so sad..haha..jokin la..^^ u still workin nw?..
serene:oh!my dear..sori..i nw onli c de blog..sori tat i dunoe..abor 2day cm out i sure chattin v u
de..i vr sori bout tat..em..dun gv u 2 much of stress la..jz try ur bes..k?


sori..i tired dy..cnt finish my post..cnt finish my comment 4 u all..haha..next time only bu chang ar..hehe..gud nitez!^^

so miss u gals~~

Hey hey~~
how are u all???
eh...
we vr long no gather dy leh...
or...
i think only me the one being left out???

min : Nt update blog means sad maybe happy..& cheer up!!
serene : We were always here for u..if u need us..
wendy : Jia yu..!!ren for few days dy..den got $$ dy..wahahah kidding lah..
ching : hmm..mostly u type chn so i dun understand..haha..joking...
lynn : hey..u recover dy ma??i think recover dy ba..so many days dy..
xue : no comment..
hui : hehe..hie...
cat : cat~~~where r u??(din update blog??)

lousy work

i dunlik d wrk!!hav 2 do all by urself..n alone..hate d feel..there d ppl oso nt so gud..stil gt 6day wana go..haiz..+u 4 me ba..nid money..no choice..n trd..

LOST~LOSE~

i don hav really put all my afford on my exam..
sorry frens...
i made u all disappointed!
sorry~
i don hav the spirit!
last time shouted vy loud that i wan take a gud result,
shit..i really fucking shit!
fren...i really don noe wat to do..
BEFORE...
i m a gal that full of dream~
do for my dream..
AFTER...
i m a gal tat dream only money!
she think no money will die!
she think she money is important for her!
she think money can made many ppl feel happy!!!
SHE CHANGE!!!DID U ALL FEEL IT?
she is useless nw...
really lost her way to go out...
hard to breath!
wat can she do for nw?
anyone willing to help her?
my dad is old,my mom is old too....
wat they can gv me?
regret!
nvr gv up...
but......................................................
really don hav any gud sign for me!
can i leave?
WHY I SO STUPID!!!
WHY WHY WHY!!!!
SO MANY WHY!
SOMANY HOW!!!!
I GONNA B CRAZY ADY!!
PLS TALK TO ME~GV ME SOME SUPPORT!!!

yup...i agree wat ching say...
blog now a day so quiet~~~~~~~~bt gud oso,hehe....
tats means avbody happy?hehehehehe.....
how ar u all ar...holiday din jio go where ya...
ah la hows ur exam??dnt gv urself pressure yah^^



damn sienx ar...dnt noe wat goin on btween us ar....sudden appear lik stranger ar...
damn hate tis kind of gan jue ar....dnt noe wat happen...i wish to noe it...i dnt noe wat i did wrong to u til treat me as stranger....haix...if time can turn over i wish tis kind of situation wnt appear again ar....haix.....i wan avthing change back ar...anyway hope u happy oweys yah...i wnt interupt ur life anymore yah...tag k o^^bt u mz rmb tat we ar stil frnds yah...=) u happy jiu can dy.d moment tat btwn us juz keep as memorise bar...^^

~min~

为什么blog那么的静噢？虽然很久没上来了，但也只有一件事想告诉大家的。。
就是呢。。别都把我看得那么 XX 啦。。。没听过鸡蛋壳的故事吗？哈哈。。我也不知道到底真的有没有这样的一个故事。。只是觉得自己其实只是跟蛋壳一样。。呵呵。。XP
请不要骂我“白痴”~~尤其是阿卉大姐~~我只是觉得很闷所以上来写写东西。。XD

=ching=

tired ar

2day ar...slp whole day ya...damn tired ar...
next time if hu say want go FRIM dnt call me go ar...
so tired de...hai even bei leech bit...hai gv ah tong xia dao cry..
leg pian ar..vry sour ar...bt i most enjoy d canopy walk..so interesting...n vry chi ji^^
2day i no many ppl sick lo...after bck from d trip..mux tag k o...my buddies...especilly hui ar...drnk more plenty water ya frndz..
la oii...exam how dy?jia you ya..gambateh ya..pray 4 u de..dnt wry...after exam we go out lateh..
hehe....hehe...


~min~

好久没上来写东西了..好怀念哟...感觉有好多好多话想和你们说..可是就不知道要怎么去开口...
放假咯~阿shu莉玲你们有没有回来呀~？好想念你们~我们好久没十二个好朋友一起出来聚聚了..回来了记得向我们大家报告哦！!^^

=ching=

Sick sick~~~

haiz... the weather very weird recently... suddenly hot suddenly cold~~` my clothes becum smelly coz of the raining day~~` my immune system oso down dy~~flu+headache+fa re~~~ harm me cant present well in my 5min speech public speaking~~~ sexy voice wif sexy face~~~

how u all now??? izit everything ok?? wats u all planning for the holidays??? if got go to kl den find me for outing ler~~ haha.... but inform me earlier la~~ lets us jio all d gang who r study in kl~~

here to wish serene all the best in her spm~~ buck up +++++many many oils too



im lynn~~~

yoo!i am bck..

hehe...long time din post dy..hiak..hiak...yess...holiday dy..hehe..

bt gt extra classs~~~tuition....wah my math 1 week 3 day..12 hours ar...die ar..dnt noe wan so many day 4 wat la...kns de...damn sienx~~

yo..nw ar counting 4 goin de trips lo...
hehe...so excited..bt 1 day sure vry fast over de..haix...avtimes lik tis de..
stdy time pass slowly..happy hiurs time pass fas fas...dnt noe y ar...
bt we mz enjoy our trips..hehe....mz play dao gou gou...hehe

yo...tat day go watch movie wif he wor...1st time nehx...so happy~haha
wif he ordy 2 months dy...so fas...jux lik close eyes and open lik tat...
wah...time pass so fas~~~~~

tat day gt @@ tell me tat...
de upper six gal..idoit gal..dnt noe wat we do wrg till tey so hate us cnvnt gal...
stupiak de...when she noe tat me hanv 2gther..she go to make sure wif @@ tat are we 2ghter is true??@@ say yes..she say...*yier...y hanve wif her??hanve so good...y choose her??*
frndx...she means tat me are BAD gal.....i dnt noe wat i do wrng till she nid say lik tat..
the moment i was vry bry sad and angry...i sms hanve tel he...he say ignore dem...yup...i heard his words..*IF TAT GAL STIL SAY ME AND MY FRNDS...SHE SURE DIE DE*TIS TIME 4GT HER FOR HER CHILDISH..IF GT NEXT TIME I SURE WNT 4GV HER*lucky she ordy wan out skul dy....NT NID SAy goodbye 4 HER...idoit........

y....u treat me so cold~~sms wif me jux lik fu yan me...i will nt find u again...bye2

~min~

朋友~在自己伤口上洒盐是什么感觉.......??

好期待星期一哦~~

wat should i do???????????

wat should i do?...nw im facing a problom..jz a vr small thing la..haha...hmm..i should choosing singapore poly o continue my form 6?....i duno wanna choosing which wan lei..my mum wan me prepare all thing..aiyoyo..i think sm of u esp de serene n teo wendy sure say C U LO...hahaha...bt..i really duno wan choose wat!!!!!!!!!..luan ar.....

holiday lo..hehe....bt oso nt lik de holiday..jz lik wendy said de..got EXTRA CLASSES...bt it dosen matter..still got trip!..hehe..we decided 2 hv a tong xiao at nitez b4 going 2 trip..haha...1st time ar..n oso de las time i think..hahaha..一生只有一次...sure wan ply dao shuang shuang wei zhi..hahahaha....n cn go skul oso nt bad la..nt so boring at hm..hehe^^

exam is FINISH!!!!^^

exam is finish lo...n wana holiday d..so hapi..haha..bt still a bit sad la..still gt extra classs...n cnt c dao ****..haha..bt ah la d exam wana start d..she sure vy nervous nw...LA SERENE u wan jia you hor!!!dun let ppl kan bu qi u..gt our d support n we wil pray 4 u d..jia you..hehe..long time din write blog d..duno wana write wat..hehe..recently al ppl vy fine..n oso hapi..so gud..ching n min n ling n shu n see n cat fnd dao their own xin fu le..hapi 4 them le..haha..ESPECIALLY ah ching n ah min..dey seem so xin fu nw..hehe..coz fnd dao a vy vy gud d boy2 le..zi yu other le..stil finding their xin fu..lik ah hui ying gai is waitin 4 d WATER lo..hahaha..ah xue le..wait 4 d future DOCTOR ba..haha..ah la ying gai is prepare 2 b COFFEE ah soh gua..haha..ah chris le???waitin 4 who??hehe..waitin 4 her prince cm 2 her ba..^^ah wen nw is waitin someone tat is nt realistic ba..haha..bt hope tat ppl wont noe tat i lik him..dunwan he go away frm me..better b fren than couple..although i vy wan b couple la...hahaha..hui n la sure scold me hua chi d..hehe..i feel lik gt many thng wana say..bt..duno wan say wat..haiz..al ppl mz take k ba..miz d time we together..



u start treat me colder n colder le..jz lik gt a wall between us..y..is me 2 fan u le mar??o smthng hapen le??tat scaring d feelin is coming again..i hate tat feelin..i jz wana make sure u r nt lonely n gt ppl acc u..tats enuf 4 me..jz wan u hapi..n me is nt bcm unhapi after noe u..dun silly la..hope is nt tat reason u start treat me cold..jia you 4 ur future ba..

random

worry-ing!!!haiz...........miss u all

random

worry-ing!!!haiz...........miss u all

random

worry-ing!!!haiz...........miss u all

Im back~~~

hey yo all...

IM BACK!!!!!

Sry ya gals...
din updated...
&
tell u all me going Pulau Tioman...
haha..
wanna go beach??
here's my advise..
u can choose any beach im Malaysia
~~~ESPECIALLY~~~
''Pulau Tioman''

Yeah!!!!!

没有一个朋友是值得让你信任的..
朋友之间也应该有所保留...
否则到最后伤得最深的就是你自己..

别再哭了~~~~~~~~~~

伤心情歌播几遍了

你的眼还湿红红的
生命总有些过客
现在不过多了一个
结束了何必再拉扯
有些事总该遗忘的
你听着听着又哭了
我明白的谁都难免不舍
别再哭了 多不值得
想一想把爱情看透彻
生活苦涩该他负责
他会后悔他做了这选择
别再哭了 多不值得
失去也是另一种获得
伤心情歌 不属你的
幸福不一定非爱谁不可
爱错了 又能如何

别再哭了 不值得
笑着把爱情看透彻
生活苦涩他负责
他会后悔他做了这选择
别再哭了 多不值得
失去也是另一种获得
伤心情歌 不属你的
幸福不一定非爱谁不可
难熬的 会经过的

serene is useless!

我感觉很痛苦！怎么办？我不懂自己在想什么！我只觉得我很烂！我很怕我走错路。。
我怕我迷路！我怕我会后悔！为什么别人可以做得到，可是我不可以？我很烂！我很笨！假厉害！像song yan讲的我自己以为自己很好！我很恶心！！！我很我自己！我真的输给自己！
我很想离开这里！好难呼吸哦！怎么办？好想离开家人！不想读书不想做工作！没有人关心我！没有人体谅我！觉得我做的一切都是错的！太多自由！做什么都失败！告诉我应该怎么做？我好累！不想和妈妈吵架，因为我的心会很痛！不想一个人，因为我怕寂寞！不想伤心，因为我怕哭！我要怎样做才能让我妈妈开心？好羡慕！不想伤心~i hate myself!i hate my life!i hate william tan!i hate money!i hate tears!i hate lonely!i hate evythings!!i hate myself!!!!f**k!!!!!!!!!pls help me!lead to the right way!GOD!i nid u!

MBO stuff

yesterday..no i mean this morning...
go watch movie...
watch michael jackson movie...
ok..tat movie kinda boring..
heard hui and wen fren say vr nice...
lucky i din bring my mum&my grandma go for the movie...
or else they will maybe sleep in inside the cinema...
haha...
ok...
den when we are in the middle watching the movie..
a FAT-ASS stuff come in our room...
den check the sits number with his touchlight
den ask us where's our ticket..
den the ticket we throw away dy..
bt we throw at the way in the room lah..
the he pick up and return it ot us..
bt he is using a very bad attitude..
i think he come peroid lah..
crazy de....
den he SCOLD us
said
Next time dun throw away the ticket..
the ticket that aready tear half dy...
crazy rite...
we are customer..
have the right to throw or keep the another half ticket that belong to us..
damn lah...
den when he go out..
i go find him..
bt cant find..
if i found him i sure scold him de...
cus the time he is scolding ue he is in the room..
den u noe rite..
inside the ciname have to 'sshhhhh~'
damn lah..
if i saw that stuff again he sure die de....
wahahahaha...
got more interesting things happen after that..
if wanna noe go to my blog to read it...
wahahahahaha....

feel like crying!